Post by hamlet on Mar 1, 2010 1:35:13 GMT -5
As Ophelia turned away from him, he was slightly gutted...both by her moving away from him and her comment. Ophelia was a bright woman, and Harry wasn't exactly the best at hiding his melancholy. But what was he to do? Should he tell her, this woman he adores, that he sees his dead father in his dreams? That in them, his father is telling him that Harry's uncle killed him? And that Harry needs to avenge him? And that the dreams haunt his thoughts so much that some nights he buries himself in alcohol because thinking about what to do next is literally torturing him inside? That he felt some days that, when he's not acting crazy in front of his peers, he is convinced he is crazy because he based his uncle's guilt on a wacky dream? Would that win Ophelia's affections?
Of course not.
So he took the painful truth of Ophelia's words, that he did have deep secrets, and took a step forward, wanting to be close to her again. But he stopped himself when she spoke again. She admitted she too wanted to get away from this city.
Now! He told her in his head. Let me take you and we'll get away from here--
But he swallowed his thoughts for he knew doing so would be impossible. He wanted to honor his mother by staying here. And he was simply afraid that if he left, he could not honor his father...not just in regards to the dreams, but just helping the company stay a float despite his uncle's reign.
He watched her approach him again, trying to keep his saddened thoughts hidden. "It all sounds nice," He admitted, his tone still showing a bit of disappointment, even when he tried to hide it. He sighed heavily. "Well, maybe one day. I guess for now we have to make due with the city life. But now that you've told me, don't be surprised if I swing by one day and take you to the beach." He smiled and laughed. "I'm getting ahead of myself, forgive me. Maybe I should focus on one thing at a time. First, Coney Island, you and me...taking on the rides and museums. Its been a while since I've been on a rollercoaster so hopefully I don't get spooked and make a fool of myself out there. Probably would be bad for business." He laughed, looking at her to see that beautiful smile again.
Of course not.
So he took the painful truth of Ophelia's words, that he did have deep secrets, and took a step forward, wanting to be close to her again. But he stopped himself when she spoke again. She admitted she too wanted to get away from this city.
Now! He told her in his head. Let me take you and we'll get away from here--
But he swallowed his thoughts for he knew doing so would be impossible. He wanted to honor his mother by staying here. And he was simply afraid that if he left, he could not honor his father...not just in regards to the dreams, but just helping the company stay a float despite his uncle's reign.
He watched her approach him again, trying to keep his saddened thoughts hidden. "It all sounds nice," He admitted, his tone still showing a bit of disappointment, even when he tried to hide it. He sighed heavily. "Well, maybe one day. I guess for now we have to make due with the city life. But now that you've told me, don't be surprised if I swing by one day and take you to the beach." He smiled and laughed. "I'm getting ahead of myself, forgive me. Maybe I should focus on one thing at a time. First, Coney Island, you and me...taking on the rides and museums. Its been a while since I've been on a rollercoaster so hopefully I don't get spooked and make a fool of myself out there. Probably would be bad for business." He laughed, looking at her to see that beautiful smile again.