Post by IRENE ADLER on Feb 17, 2011 17:11:13 GMT -5
She puffed at the pipe, her eyes looking down at the street. Her fingers flexing and releasing the ball that she had grasped between her fingers. The day was hot, and she was a little bit bothered and in an unusual mood. Maybe she would just end her life, what a simple way to die. To shed blood and make ones life seem worth something. Just like the poems that she had in her library. The sun is shining,But my eyes see no light. I see black, I see people laughing, But all i hear is the screaming. What is wrong with me? All I feel is pain. I see my blood gushing from my wrist.
Sitting in my room all alone, I feel crowded, My mind is yelling "Nobody loves me!" Is all I hear all day long, when I sleep I dream of death The blood has covered the floor, I feel light headed The pain rushes through my body like lighting hitting th ground. I think of everything I have been through, rape, drunk parents, beatings by boyfriends, almost killed, Now everything is gone Its silent and as i take my last breath I whisper "I guess this is all I have worked for......Suicide!" What a funny poem , she remembered and yet so true. With all of life’s mysteries and her affection for Sherlock Rekindled she wondered if she was indeed in paradise.
Wrapping the robe around her, she stood up and started to smile. Her eyes falling on a man as she chuckled. Another pretty one on her sight, yet to far to touch. Had she been so foolish to break her regular exercise routine. Had she changed her heart so much, yet she was guilty as well for a few slip ups Faustus mostly. That man was like brown sugar, if you added to much of it your mouth could only taste of that substance. But maybe she had withered her heart, changed herself, wasted herself away. She had no purpose, her money was plenty and she still had a few jobs. But nothing big or extraordinary. Leaving the pipe on her living room table. She walked over towards her door and stared at it.
Her hand raised slightly to her lips as she suckled her fingers. So many questions plagued her head, and now she wondered if she could actually open the door and wait for someone to come in. Would anybody really take the chance at all. Sliding her hand on the handle, she started to unlock the door and turn the doorknob. Her body stepping back as she walked away towards the living room and sat down and then lied her hands going to her eyes as she slowly started to massage them and then her temples.
Sitting in my room all alone, I feel crowded, My mind is yelling "Nobody loves me!" Is all I hear all day long, when I sleep I dream of death The blood has covered the floor, I feel light headed The pain rushes through my body like lighting hitting th ground. I think of everything I have been through, rape, drunk parents, beatings by boyfriends, almost killed, Now everything is gone Its silent and as i take my last breath I whisper "I guess this is all I have worked for......Suicide!" What a funny poem , she remembered and yet so true. With all of life’s mysteries and her affection for Sherlock Rekindled she wondered if she was indeed in paradise.
Wrapping the robe around her, she stood up and started to smile. Her eyes falling on a man as she chuckled. Another pretty one on her sight, yet to far to touch. Had she been so foolish to break her regular exercise routine. Had she changed her heart so much, yet she was guilty as well for a few slip ups Faustus mostly. That man was like brown sugar, if you added to much of it your mouth could only taste of that substance. But maybe she had withered her heart, changed herself, wasted herself away. She had no purpose, her money was plenty and she still had a few jobs. But nothing big or extraordinary. Leaving the pipe on her living room table. She walked over towards her door and stared at it.
Her hand raised slightly to her lips as she suckled her fingers. So many questions plagued her head, and now she wondered if she could actually open the door and wait for someone to come in. Would anybody really take the chance at all. Sliding her hand on the handle, she started to unlock the door and turn the doorknob. Her body stepping back as she walked away towards the living room and sat down and then lied her hands going to her eyes as she slowly started to massage them and then her temples.