Post by HOLLY UROR on Jun 11, 2011 14:44:32 GMT -5
As the grandfather clock in the hallway downstairs struck nine, Holly Uror wasn't even feigning sleep. She was wide awake, sitting cross legged on her bed in her white nightdress and dressing gown, attempting with little success to get the picture she was drawing the way she wanted it to look. Not matter how hard she tried, the face of the angel she pictured in her head was kind and caring, while the one on the paper seemed devoid of any emotion, stony faced and silent.
Most children her age would have given up long ago, but Holly was one for being persistent. For the sixth time she redrew the angel's mouth, or at least started to. The sudden strains of Allegri's 'Miserere mei Deus' from the living room downstairs startled her so much that she dropped her pencil, which rolled from the patchwork bedspread onto the carpet.
Holly sighed and stood up to retrieve it, before reconsidering. She didn't particularly want to be caught awake at this time by her mother - in accordance with her rules she should be asleep by now. Thinking in this vein, Holly picked up her drawing pad and pencil, replaced them on her desk and made to go to bed.
As she moved to the window to close the curtains, Holly happened to glance at the nearby church. It was then that she felt it, a physical and emotional force unlike anything she had ever felt before, a feeling she couldn't explain but that was clearly there. Almost as though on cue, a sequence of visions swam before Holly's startled eyes in quick succession - a notebook fraught with writing, a worn tombstone, a graveyard at night.
A furtive glance at her bedside clock confirmed it was now ten minutes past nine. But this did not matter. Nor did the fact it was a cold night, the fact she was dressed in nightclothes. This mysterious force, stronger if possible than the light at the end of the tunnel, was telling her to go to the cemetery. Holly knew, almost instinctively, that this was a force she could not afford to disobey.
Without even pausing to put on her slippers or shoes of any sort, Holly shoved open the door to her room and practically flew down the stairs, taking them two at a time. Unfortunately, this noise alerted her parents, who had been sitting in the living room. Just as Holly's thin fingers had wound around the front door handle they appeared; Mark hung back, looking confused, while Mary rushed forward, glowering.
"What on Earth do you think you're doing, young lady?"
Holly shook her head and said nothing, pulling the door open as quickly as she could, considering her mingled feelings of fear and apprehension, both of her mother's wrath and the strength of the mysterious force that was calling her to the cemetery.
In an instant Mary had grabbed hold of Holly with one hand while slamming the door shut with the other. Holly didn't want to go against her parents wishes, but this otherworldly power was giving her no choice! Filled with righteous determination she struggled to break free of Mary's clutches;Mary appealed to her husband to intervene, to try and talk some sense into their daughter.
Somewhat warily, Mark approached.
"Holly dear, what's the matter?"
Holly looked at her father, eyes wide and wild, face set in an expression of childlike determination. She was used to being branded strange by the few people she met outside of her family and church circle, but to be thought of in the same vein by her parents...but then, how were they meant to understand? How was she supposed to explain?
"I..."
She could feel the eyes of her Mum and Dad fixed on her, piercing, as though they were trying to see the innermost part of her. She shrank back a little under their gaze, although her expression did not waver.
"I have to get to the graveyard, Dad. I don't know why...there's this force-"
"Not this nonsense again, Holly! For Heaven's sake!"
"Never mind this nonsense, you should have been asleep fifteen minutes ago!"
"But..."
"But nothing, young lady. Go back to bed. Now."
Holly considered continuing to argue her case but, stubborn as she was, she knew that her parents would not understand, not this time. Instead she simply tugged herself free from her mother's grip and, head bowed, scurried back upstairs. She could hear her parents' anxious voices as soon as she shut her bedroom door but she paid them no heed; the force she had felt was now stronger than ever, almost painful, insistent and refusing to let her be, even present as she said her nightly prayers.
Attempts to sleep were futile, and consequently Holly was still awake at 10:30 (when her Dad went to bed) and at 11:00 (when her Mum did - she was often up later, working). At 11:30 Holly seized her chance. It was impossible to ignore or escape this force that was drawing her to the graveyard; not only did she have to go because it urged her to, but she had to go simply due to her childlike curiosity. What was it about the graveyard that was so important?
Holly pushed her duvet off her and got to her feet and, having tightened the cord of her dressing gown about her waist and pulled on her slippers, she opened the door to her room as quietly as she could, closed it behind her and crept down the stairs. The front door was locked, but the key was hanging on the hook on the wall as it always did. It was the work of a moment for Holly to jump up, grab the key and unlock the door. She closed it behind her and locked it, slipping the key into her pocket.
It was only then, as she checked over her shoulder to ensure she hadn't been seen, that she felt a sense of liberation wash over her; an emotion nowhere near as strong as the mysterious force, but strong enough to make Holly feel elated rather than scared, considering this was the most daring thing she had ever done in her young life. If her parents found out, Holly guessed her mother would become even worse, but how else was she supposed to deal with this force that was calling to her? It wasn't as though she wanted these things to happen...she hadn't asked for this, nor her powers...
Holly was soon on her way good and proper, running for the graveyard as fast as she could go. She was soon out of breath and continued at a slower pace, the force within her growing stronger every step she took. When she at last reached the cemetery gates she stopped, considering a problem that hadn't occurred to her. Surely the gates would be locked at this time of night? Determined this wouldn't deter her now she'd come so far Holly moved forward and pushed the gate, fully expecting it to be locked. However, to her great surprise, the heavy metal gate swung open, hardly making a noise. Holly knew it was a terrifically creaky gate from the many times she'd visited the graveyard before, and this only added to her surprise...not to mention her fear.
The ten year old tentatively took a few steps forward. Now she was here the force was at its strongest, yet it wasn't directing her further. What, or who, was she looking for? Even as she thought this she thought she saw a figure, not too far away, but almost obscured by shadows. Holly said nothing, now too scared to speak, simply rooted to the spot, wide-eyed.What was going on?
Most children her age would have given up long ago, but Holly was one for being persistent. For the sixth time she redrew the angel's mouth, or at least started to. The sudden strains of Allegri's 'Miserere mei Deus' from the living room downstairs startled her so much that she dropped her pencil, which rolled from the patchwork bedspread onto the carpet.
Holly sighed and stood up to retrieve it, before reconsidering. She didn't particularly want to be caught awake at this time by her mother - in accordance with her rules she should be asleep by now. Thinking in this vein, Holly picked up her drawing pad and pencil, replaced them on her desk and made to go to bed.
As she moved to the window to close the curtains, Holly happened to glance at the nearby church. It was then that she felt it, a physical and emotional force unlike anything she had ever felt before, a feeling she couldn't explain but that was clearly there. Almost as though on cue, a sequence of visions swam before Holly's startled eyes in quick succession - a notebook fraught with writing, a worn tombstone, a graveyard at night.
A furtive glance at her bedside clock confirmed it was now ten minutes past nine. But this did not matter. Nor did the fact it was a cold night, the fact she was dressed in nightclothes. This mysterious force, stronger if possible than the light at the end of the tunnel, was telling her to go to the cemetery. Holly knew, almost instinctively, that this was a force she could not afford to disobey.
Without even pausing to put on her slippers or shoes of any sort, Holly shoved open the door to her room and practically flew down the stairs, taking them two at a time. Unfortunately, this noise alerted her parents, who had been sitting in the living room. Just as Holly's thin fingers had wound around the front door handle they appeared; Mark hung back, looking confused, while Mary rushed forward, glowering.
"What on Earth do you think you're doing, young lady?"
Holly shook her head and said nothing, pulling the door open as quickly as she could, considering her mingled feelings of fear and apprehension, both of her mother's wrath and the strength of the mysterious force that was calling her to the cemetery.
In an instant Mary had grabbed hold of Holly with one hand while slamming the door shut with the other. Holly didn't want to go against her parents wishes, but this otherworldly power was giving her no choice! Filled with righteous determination she struggled to break free of Mary's clutches;Mary appealed to her husband to intervene, to try and talk some sense into their daughter.
Somewhat warily, Mark approached.
"Holly dear, what's the matter?"
Holly looked at her father, eyes wide and wild, face set in an expression of childlike determination. She was used to being branded strange by the few people she met outside of her family and church circle, but to be thought of in the same vein by her parents...but then, how were they meant to understand? How was she supposed to explain?
"I..."
She could feel the eyes of her Mum and Dad fixed on her, piercing, as though they were trying to see the innermost part of her. She shrank back a little under their gaze, although her expression did not waver.
"I have to get to the graveyard, Dad. I don't know why...there's this force-"
"Not this nonsense again, Holly! For Heaven's sake!"
"Never mind this nonsense, you should have been asleep fifteen minutes ago!"
"But..."
"But nothing, young lady. Go back to bed. Now."
Holly considered continuing to argue her case but, stubborn as she was, she knew that her parents would not understand, not this time. Instead she simply tugged herself free from her mother's grip and, head bowed, scurried back upstairs. She could hear her parents' anxious voices as soon as she shut her bedroom door but she paid them no heed; the force she had felt was now stronger than ever, almost painful, insistent and refusing to let her be, even present as she said her nightly prayers.
Attempts to sleep were futile, and consequently Holly was still awake at 10:30 (when her Dad went to bed) and at 11:00 (when her Mum did - she was often up later, working). At 11:30 Holly seized her chance. It was impossible to ignore or escape this force that was drawing her to the graveyard; not only did she have to go because it urged her to, but she had to go simply due to her childlike curiosity. What was it about the graveyard that was so important?
Holly pushed her duvet off her and got to her feet and, having tightened the cord of her dressing gown about her waist and pulled on her slippers, she opened the door to her room as quietly as she could, closed it behind her and crept down the stairs. The front door was locked, but the key was hanging on the hook on the wall as it always did. It was the work of a moment for Holly to jump up, grab the key and unlock the door. She closed it behind her and locked it, slipping the key into her pocket.
It was only then, as she checked over her shoulder to ensure she hadn't been seen, that she felt a sense of liberation wash over her; an emotion nowhere near as strong as the mysterious force, but strong enough to make Holly feel elated rather than scared, considering this was the most daring thing she had ever done in her young life. If her parents found out, Holly guessed her mother would become even worse, but how else was she supposed to deal with this force that was calling to her? It wasn't as though she wanted these things to happen...she hadn't asked for this, nor her powers...
Holly was soon on her way good and proper, running for the graveyard as fast as she could go. She was soon out of breath and continued at a slower pace, the force within her growing stronger every step she took. When she at last reached the cemetery gates she stopped, considering a problem that hadn't occurred to her. Surely the gates would be locked at this time of night? Determined this wouldn't deter her now she'd come so far Holly moved forward and pushed the gate, fully expecting it to be locked. However, to her great surprise, the heavy metal gate swung open, hardly making a noise. Holly knew it was a terrifically creaky gate from the many times she'd visited the graveyard before, and this only added to her surprise...not to mention her fear.
The ten year old tentatively took a few steps forward. Now she was here the force was at its strongest, yet it wasn't directing her further. What, or who, was she looking for? Even as she thought this she thought she saw a figure, not too far away, but almost obscured by shadows. Holly said nothing, now too scared to speak, simply rooted to the spot, wide-eyed.What was going on?